fighting with your freinds is not a happy time. wanting to retaliate but there someone important to you and you cant aford to lose them.there the only freinds youve got and you want to let it aall out but it will make it worse. I dont have any one to talk to so i have to blog it out . its sad but i have to get it of my chest sosmehow

im really depresed. because the freind im fighting with we dont usually fight. and i really like her. but lately i think im gona have to change my mind . i keep on breaking down like this and getting jelous of another mate. i knowo its unfair on her and him. and he doesnt like me that much i like her. she likes him and i dont think she likes me.

i have to read her blog about me for support . witch i check to see if shes changed the part i saved to keep me going,because if it does i know im th freind everyone hates and im gona have to suck it up and move on

shell probably read this and think im a dick so thatll be the end. but i cant hold it all in ill burst . some people will know how i feel. i really care for her she knows . i know she doesnt like me. but being nasty and ignoring me, not making an effort i just cant take 

haha :/ well thats been  my longest most meaning ful post so far

yay :(